Hey everyone. This might be a long post so I apologize in advance. I’m looking for some insight/confirmation (hopefully) that what I’m dealing with right now is normal. I’m stressed out!

So, May 2023 I (24F) was unexpectedly laid off. I began applying for full-time jobs for months, and didn’t receive a single interview. I have always made a little money on the side through sewing and embroidery (usually making keepsakes out of loved ones’ clothing for customers).

Since I was having no luck applying to jobs, I decided to make my business official, since it is what I really aspire to do as a career. I figured now would be the perfect time for me to at least attempt it with the free time I have had.

I was getting financial support from unemployment until November 2023. Then, had no financial support (besides my small business) until mid February 2024 when I landed a part-time job. With my part-time job I can make $880/month, so at least now I have a little income.

I feel SO anxious and guilty; almost like I’m doing something wrong trying to pursue my business. I feel like people think I should quit trying and just get a full-time job. My boyfriend reassures me that that’s a normal thing when starting a business, and that it takes a while to get the “ball rolling”.

I feel scared. What if it doesn’t work out? What if I fail and am wasting time where I could be saving up more money than I currently am?

I truly want to keep pursuing my business and believe it can be successful. I am currently reaching out to other businesses to try and partner with them somehow. I just think it will take some time to build up a customer base. I want to spend money on marketing, but I’m scared to spend more money. But, I know that I need to market to get more customers.

I just wanted to know from you all who also have small businesses if you feel this sense of anxiety and guilt around it. Like you’re going to fail, and be looked at as the person who failed to start a successful business. I am barely bringing in any additional income per month after rent now, and I feel “less-than” or “small” compared to others my age with full-time jobs. Thank you to anyone who has read this and for your all’s help!